[📝] Today Was #113: I go my own way.

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A day of steadying my heart to go my own way, even amid unsettling circumstances.

• Original: http://blog.naver.com/hyeogikarp/223908243690
• Naver published at: 2025/06/23 05:57 KST
• Original category: Today’s Verification

Original

🗓️ Date: 2025.6.22 Sun

Goals : 1/1

Tasks : 0/0

Habits : 3/3

🎥 YouTube live stream

Day off reason: Sunday, going out schedule

🔂-🎯 Goal Management Routine System

Lifetime goal

• [Life RPG]

• Reach more than 10 million monthly users

2025 goals

• [Life RPG]

• 🎯 Develop at least 5 related MVP apps

• 🎯 1. Gurumiya

• Student: History, calendar dashboard, rewards, motivation

• Teacher: student management, calendar dashboard, statistics

• Admin: student/teacher management, calendar dashboard, statistics

• 🎯 2. ?

• [Gurumiya]

• 🎯 App monetization: subscription fee model

• [Health]

• 🎯 Lose 15 kg (85 kg → 70 kg)

June goals (each failure: -30000 won)

• [Life RPG]

• ✅ Flutter App Development Basics 44/44

• 🎯 Practical Flutter App Development 125/125

• [Gurumiya]

• 🎯 App deployment (starting with the web version)

• [Health]

• 🎯 Lose 3 kg (83 kg → 80 kg)

Week 3 goals (each failure: -5000 won)

• [Life RPG]

• ❌ Practical Flutter App Development 68/125

• [Gurumiya]

• ✅ Third meeting: feedback on table view configuration

• [Health]

• ❌ Lose 0.5 kg (81.5 kg → 81.0 kg)

Today’s goals (each failure: -1000 won)

• ❌ Practical Flutter App Development 68/125

🔂-📌 Task Management Routine System

Today’s tasks (each failure: -1000 won)

• None

🔂-♾️ Habit Management Routine System

Today’s habits (each failure: -1000 won)

• ✅ Strength: at least 1 strength I discovered in myself today

• Through an appropriate level of silly jokes and charm(?), I bring comfort to conversations with the other person.

• ✅ Gratitude: at least 1 thing I was grateful for today

• I am grateful to the pastor who gave sincere advice worth deeply referring to.

• I am grateful to my sister-in-law for buying me a delicious dinner.

• ✅ Routine: check today’s goals / tasks / habits

🤔 Brief reflection

Now it seems the Mon-Fri 9-15 / Sat-Sun rest routine is settling in to some extent.

Establishing even this much of a routine while being alone at home is a huge step forward.

(Then let’s not bother calculating how much of a mess things were before that.)

But if I stay at only this much progress, my vision and dream will never become reality.

Slowly, let me increase it to 9-16, 9-17, 9-18, … 9-22.

Especially these days, age, environment, pressure, … it feels like everything is desperate to make me impatient.

The burden is swirling insanely, as if even if I immediately expanded to 9-22, I would still fall behind and fail.

But let me absolutely not forget.

No matter how much something is a “right word” or a “good word,” in the end it is only “something to refer to.”

There is no need for me to be shaken by such advice and make myself impatient and restless.

In the end, the right and good path is the one I choose after careful thought, as the person who knows “me” best.

I repeat it again. Let me absolutely not forget.

In the first place, things like right/good words/paths are illusions.

Refer to them and listen carefully, but do not be swayed.

I go my own way.