[🧩] Should I… Rest a Bit? / Time Is the Medicine.

✨ Summary by Gemini 2.5 Pro 　

A day when sudden burnout made every bit of willpower collapse, but after a short rest I stood back up at dawn, accepted the truth that ‘time eventually solves it,’ and affirmed myself as someone who feels emotions.

• Original: http://blog.naver.com/hyeogikarp/223877644674
• Naver published at: 2025/05/26 03:11 KST
• Original category: Daily Life

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🗓️ Date: 2025.5.25 Sun

✨ Summary by Gemini 2.5 Pro

A day when sudden burnout made every bit of willpower collapse, but after a short rest I stood back up at dawn, accepted the truth that “time eventually solves it,” and affirmed myself as someone who feels emotions.

💭 Diary

No matter how much a situation feels like it will kill me, in the end, once time passes, it gets resolved.

Burnout can come suddenly at any time. Today was exactly that kind of day. A uniquely hard day when I kept listening to sentimental sad songs for no reason, loneliness kept flooding in endlessly, I just felt exhausted and worn down, and tears kept bursting out.

At night, tears just kept leaking out all day, and all my willpower and self-control fell to the floor. Around that point, the thought naturally came: “Today… should I maybe… rest a bit?” So I just binged, cracked open a beer, and slept hard.

But then…

About six hours after collapsing, at 2 a.m., my body sprang up and my mind became perfectly clear ^_^

So I am writing this diary now, even if it is dawn the next day, after I had been planning to skip just one day.

As expected, no matter how much a situation feels like it will kill me, in the end, once time passes, it gets resolved.

Lately I have been focusing on fully feeling and expressing emotions, and because of that I also feel like I have become more vulnerable(?) to emotions. So in a way, I am actually happy that tears came out, even just a little like this lol. It feels like I became a cyborg with a living heart?

✨ KPT Comment by Gemini 2.5 Pro (Persona: Jaemin)