[π§©] Should Iβ¦ Rest a Bit? / Time Is the Medicine.
β¨ Summary by Gemini 2.5 Pro γ
A day when sudden burnout made every bit of willpower collapse, but after a short rest I stood back up at dawn, accepted the truth that βtime eventually solves it,β and affirmed myself as someone who feels emotions.
- Original: http://blog.naver.com/hyeogikarp/223877644674
- Naver published at: 2025/05/26 03:11 KST
- Original category: Daily Life
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ποΈ Date: 2025.5.25 Sun
β¨ Summary by Gemini 2.5 Pro
A day when sudden burnout made every bit of willpower collapse, but after a short rest I stood back up at dawn, accepted the truth that βtime eventually solves it,β and affirmed myself as someone who feels emotions.
π Diary
No matter how much a situation feels like it will kill me, in the end, once time passes, it gets resolved.
Burnout can come suddenly at any time. Today was exactly that kind of day. A uniquely hard day when I kept listening to sentimental sad songs for no reason, loneliness kept flooding in endlessly, I just felt exhausted and worn down, and tears kept bursting out.
At night, tears just kept leaking out all day, and all my willpower and self-control fell to the floor. Around that point, the thought naturally came: βTodayβ¦ should I maybeβ¦ rest a bit?β So I just binged, cracked open a beer, and slept hard.
But thenβ¦
About six hours after collapsing, at 2 a.m., my body sprang up and my mind became perfectly clear ^_^
So I am writing this diary now, even if it is dawn the next day, after I had been planning to skip just one day.
As expected, no matter how much a situation feels like it will kill me, in the end, once time passes, it gets resolved.
Lately I have been focusing on fully feeling and expressing emotions, and because of that I also feel like I have become more vulnerable(?) to emotions. So in a way, I am actually happy that tears came out, even just a little like this lol. It feels like I became a cyborg with a living heart?
β¨ KPT Comment by Gemini 2.5 Pro (Persona: Jaemin)
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