[🤝] Opening the Window of Communication: Past Lonely Days, Into a Connected World

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A story of reflecting on my lonely past blog life and my strange indifference to exchange despite liking people, then experiencing the joy of communication learned through church community and the value of connection I now feel on Naver Blog, encountering a ‘breathing world,’ and dreaming of varied relationships and lives ahead.

• Original: http://blog.naver.com/hyeogikarp/223881493429
• Naver published at: 2025/05/29 07:55 KST
• Original category: Relationships

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🗓️ Date: 2025.5.28 Wed

✨ Summary by Gemini 2.5 Pro

A story of reflecting on my lonely past blog life and my strange indifference to exchange despite liking people, then experiencing the joy of communication learned through church community and the value of connection I now feel on Naver Blog, encountering a ‘breathing world,’ and dreaming of varied relationships and lives ahead.

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Once I opened the window of communication wide, only then did my trapped world begin to breathe.

Recently, after experiencing small exchanges with people on Naver Blog, the time I spent living alone and lonely inside the castle called a GitHub Pages blog suddenly feels foolish and regrettable.

Whenever people around me sometimes suggested, “How about moving to Naver Blog?” I think I had a stronger attachment than I expected: “No, I am going to make an awesome Jekyll + Markdown-based developer-specialized blog and complete my portfolio with this!”

[📝Today Was #1] Why I Moved from GitHub Pages to Naver Blog

🗓️ Date: 2025.5.16 Fri ✨ Summary by Gemini 2.5 Pro The limits of running my old GitHub Pages blog and the lack of interaction…

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Looking back, even though I am naturally someone who really likes people, I lived for a long time with a strangely indifferent attitude toward exchange with others.

When I was young, I even deliberately went to school for a year acting like some lacking fool.

Because I simply liked the reaction when kids burst out laughing at my ridiculous idiot act.

That is how much I seemed to crave other people’s reactions and connection.

But from adulthood until before COVID (before I started attending church), I thought I was happy enough even if I stayed shut inside my home for more than a month with no exchange with others, just staring at the computer.

Well, honestly looking back now, I think that was closer to a state of being addicted to cheap and immediate pleasure than happiness.

Then as I started attending church through the COVID period, for the first time in my life I painfully realized the preciousness of a warm community and the joy of exchanges inside it.

I regretted deeply that I had forgotten for so long that simply sharing daily life and moving together toward the same purpose could be this enjoyable and meaningful.

Starting from this important change, the happiness level of my life began rising sharply to a degree incomparable to before.

And these days, unlike in the past, I am wary of settling in one place and maintaining closed relationships like stagnant water.

Rather than staying comfortable in the present, I want to go out into a wider world, move freely here and there, and form relationships with people from various backgrounds in many different ways.

And inside that, I have a strong desire to build up countless human networks and experience points.

Maybe after I finish the ministry I am responsible for this year well, I will build a solid foundation and live as a digital nomad, traveling and working here and there, whether domestically or abroad? I hold that expectation too.

I have no idea how the flow of thought somehow came this far lol, but in the end the core of what I wanted to say today is this.

Once I opened the window of communication wide, only then did my trapped world begin to breathe.

In that sense, I am really glad I moved to Naver Blog!

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